The Mirage

I always I have been trying very hard.........But in fact i was not trying hard at all..I meant i did try hard but just  had been trying hard for 3 months...Some people they can focus so well and successfully become someone...I feel like a duffer..I have many dreams but i am not chasing it...It is like a mirage..My dream is like a mirage..Its so stunning and so comforting..UNFORTUNATELY,this is just a mirage..its not real... walking on the desert without way...what i will find is a mirage..It was supposed to be an oasis..but if i keep losing my concentration..I will starve to death and dry to death..yeah...its time to find a camel or a dromedary and start ..no..and RESUME the life journey..I dont wanna see the mirage anymore..