The Black Heart

Have you ever loved someone so much you give an arm for?I used to like a girl for practically 2 years,i really like her so badly.She was longed to have a good boy,so i was trying to be some kind of good boy.But things often went extremely wrong and it didn't not turn back time.I kept altering myself to be someone better someone different so we wouldn't have any altercation.Sometimes you want to do something simple but significiant in order to get some smiles from your loved one.I tried to make her something but she does not smile.So i kept transforming until i become someone that fits her.When she rejected what i made for her,i was actually very upset but i concealed  the sadness because i didn't want 2 persons to be sad at the same time,so i sacrificed myself.If you are reading this? Do you think this is confusing ? Well,i cant word it.Love is blind.I thought i will be an angel to give her my cosy wings and give her the best protection,I always thought about this,always.But at the end what i gave her was a pair of burning wings with a scalding hot blaze.I love her man~ But does she really know it?