It will comes back!

Money comes and goes said by one of my australia friends!Well...I wonder why people always think i am rich when i am working.Some good friends always come to me and me for money and they will swear to GOD they will be paying me back (without an exact day).That's okay if i keep hustling them to return me the money...The most tricky one would be my family..If they borrowed my money,is almost 100% never get it back.I was truly depressed again because i didnt understand them~There was a time i kneel before them and pleaded them that i want to study in germany (also shedding tears)...I wanna pursue my dream and live my life to the fullest...But after a long "drama",they just gave me a "no".I was truly upset..So I discarded this choice and i decided to work first...and having some money to put by..then ONE DAY i will give it a shot.Suprisingly!,my family used some tricky ploy and i lost my money again..sigh..I started to ask myself,why the hell am i working so hard? For what? Giving money to parents is right and logical but not now,Now,I need it for my dream.Once i have acheived my goal,I will bring them pride and glory.Isn't it better? I hope they will understand me before i backrupt..But I believe that the money will come back,money is everywhere,I should get over and start knuckling down!Being upset is just squandering my time.Money comes and goes like a current it will never halts flowing.